Fuck My Life.

Had a really bad day... Screwed up my monologue. I know I know no one really cared and I wont be docked more than like one mark... but I am really disappointed in myself. I cant believe I froze like that... At least a certain someone liked it I guess. First compliment he has ever given me, which was much appreciated. Math was shitty... Mr. Stade drives me crazy. He isn't fair at all ans doesn't help or even teach as much as he should. So it looks like ill be getting an I on my report card... Oh its not because I am doing badly in math, I am missing ONE test. He wouldn't even consider docking marks for the test so I wouldn't have an I. And it is one hundred and fifty percent BULLSHIT that Kim gets things voided for her just because she didn't do them. Things that I would get marks docked for if I didn't have done. Like what the fuck is that? Why is she so special? If I didn't get something done it was probably because I was helping her because he cant be bothered to actually teach her how to do something. Oh and my grade is social studies is fanfuckingtastic right now. I'm glad I ran into Justin... He always gives the most amazing hugs and I really needed it. In fact I need one right now. Not like my boyfriend would come over tonight... He's probly on his stupid computer playing wow with Blaine. Besides if he were here he would just tell me how negative I was being and tell me to stop crying. I really really hate it when people tell me to stop crying. You are supposed to make me feel better, not make me feel worse by telling me I'm being stupid and should feel better. Oh yeah and according to my mom I am way too fat... I am trying to lose weight.. I really am. I didn't think I was THAT fat... but I guess I was wrong. Fuck I hate today. Just make it end...