Friday, July 15, 2011

Blargh.

Okay... I didn't want to do this but I am going to anyway. Seriously wasting the next fortyfive minutes of my life to say something to someone that everyone else is too chicken to say. Quit feeling sorry for yourself and be happy with your life. I am not going to go off about how my life is worse and blah blah blah (because apparently I do that?) You misinterpret a lot... Shit happens. You may think your life is so bad but really it isn't as bad as you think and I am so sick of seeing you pity yourself and trying to get everyone else feel sorry for you. I can't have a five minute conversation with you without hearing about everything that went wrong with your week. You need to lighten up because you bring the people around you down. I know people with far worse problems who are happy and don't complain nearly as much as you do. I am sorry that you overreacted to what I said and deleted all your stuff off Facebook and cried all night and overdosed on meds because you were crying... You have no right to blame all that on me. It wasn't really because of what I said it was how you reacted to it. What I said was true and not "bitchy" at all and I stand by that. I refuse to feel guilty for something I didn't do. There really is no more people can do but lock their doors and not leave expensive things in their vehicle. I am really sorry about how harsh this will all sound to you because yes, you are very sensitive, but I have tried being gentle and it has gotten us nowhere. And I am sorry that you damn near killed yourself, I do feel strongly for you as a person, believe it or not I have a lot of respect for you because you take school seriously and succeed in nearly everything you set your mind to. That takes a lot of (insert long, intellectual, positive words here.) So I think it is very sad that you took what I said so seriously and dramatically that you hurt yourself. But we are all responsible for our own actions. Really you cant say its my fault that you deleted a bunch of your stuff off Facebook because of me? That's really... Ridiculous. I really think you need help. Please get help, for your sake and for the sake of everyone around you. If you destroy a bunch of memories and almost kill yourself because of a small comment you need help. I want to say more but honestly, I don't have time.

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