What You Can't See In My Eyes

There are so many things I wish I could say or do. So many things that i wish did not have consequences... I am terrified about being caught in a lie tomorrow... I hate lying. I always say that if you need to lie about something then something is obviously wrong with the situation. Under no circumstance should anyone feel obligated to lie... I don't want to start this because it is not okay for me to start lying. I love you and this isn't how things need to be. I want to fix everything... Honestly I feel so guilty about our relationship because I know I am not putting in as much effort as you. I wish I could repeat the things you say to me with as much sincerity.