Judgement Day

I never would have thought someone like that would want to be friends with someone like me. I mean she's pretty and athletic and all of her friends are pretty... and athletic. Why me? I was so completely oblivious that she liked me and actually wanted to hang out. I thought she was hanging out with me because her brother was at work and she was stuck with me and had no choice. I had never really hung out with her as just us before then and I really fucked it up that day. I mean of course after I screwed up we had an awesome day, but nothing was the same after that. When she told me she had wanted to hang out just the two of us I shouldn't have been so surprised I guess... Now she doesn't talk to me, hardly even looks at me in the halls. She walks right on by with her gorgeous, skinny, athletic friends. Did I really do something wrong? Should I want to be friends with people like that? I accept everyone for who they are and always welcome new friends. I don't judge, nor do I like being judged. Which is unfortunate because a lot of people judge me when they don't know me. Then again, most people who got to know me would probably be afraid... and that's okay too. =]