Ow Ow Fuckity Ow

Had a long day... One thing after another going wrong. Ugh. Just when I thought things were getting better and looking up I gotta have a day like this. I wish no one read my blog because I don't feel like I can say whatever I want... Where do I start? Morning perhaps... Cramps? Yeah they really suck. Sometimes they get so bad I can't stand it, guys usually don't believe me *cough* Brenden *cough* but I really do think they are as painful as a guy being kicked in the nuts. I call it my monthly kick in the nuts. The only different is that they get kicked for a second and sometimes I am rolling in pain for hours. Blah. Two big tests today that I was not prepared for. I am starting to do bad in school again and it makes me miserable which makes me not want to do my work. It's a never ending cycle. Stage band was exhausting, and I still taste ginger... (don't ask.) A whole bunch of my friends are depressed right now and it is taking its toll on me too. Not to mention Brenden doesn't text me throughout the day like he used to... =( Today sucked, stage band was exhausting and I pretty much spent it alone.